my so called life....

anamaniac125 @ 2005-12-11T18:16:00

2005-12-11T23:18:50Z

Aubrey and aundrea from making the band...if anyone finds any other post them...i love them sooo much

ahhhh

2005-05-09T15:18:42Z

Im such a worrier...i just dropped my rabbit off at the vet to get neutered and i when i got in my car i started crying. Hes my little angel...i felt so bad. They had me take him to a big garage type building full of big cages, with lots of dogs and cats and they were all barking and it scared him so much he wouldnt let go of me to go in his cage...i felt so bad just leaving him there. My baby...i love himsooo much, i hope everything turns out okay. I have to go back and get him at around 4 but i can call at 2 o'clock to see how he did. then ill take either john or becky with me to go pick him up. Im skipping my 2 o'clock class so that i can call and see how he did. I just felt so bad leaving him there, hes gonna hate me now. but its for his own good. i keep telling myself that. Damn why am i so attatched to a rabbit...

on another note..becky is coming to visit today...cant wait...my best friend in all the whoel world. Its so awesome..no matter how long we are apart, as soon as we get back together its like we were never apart. we just pick up right where we left off. I miss her sooo much i havent seen her in months...anyway...gotta go study then take books back and make some money so i can pay for this neutering...omg i hope he is okay.

cheryl

Stressed out of my mind

2005-05-02T15:14:27Z

OMG...my brain is going to explode. Just when i thought i was ahead on all my work so i would have alot of time to study for all my finals...turns out, that because of a professors mistake, i have to do a paper all over again with two student observations instead of just one. Its a ten page paper....down the drain...i get to do it all over again, YAY. And i have an arguement essay to write this week, and an extra credit one to write on aristotle's poetics. God hates me and i am never going to get a break. Stress is making me go insane.. and i found out by an email this morning that my professor had the wrong pages on the syllabus so i am missing 9 pages of reading that i have a quiz on today...so i have to read that before 1 so i can take the quiz on it...grrr if i dont think i have had one stress free day in my life ever. AND...on top of all that i have to read the tempest tonight...i sound like a total slacker..like im jsut complaining...but i actually do really well in school...i dont know what is going on these last few weeks...seems like everything is coming crashing down around me. Finals start next thursday and if i dont get all this shit done i am not gonna have any time to study...its not even finals week and im already burnt out. HELP ME!! damn im a pathetic loser....i think i should stop crying now and start reading.

grrrrr
cheryl

stupid people

2005-02-21T20:36:07Z

I hate stupid people who try to track you down and find out your sn and talk to you when you specifically go out of your way to not give it to them or talk to them in any way shape or form. So i had to make a new LJ so that stupid people like her would not try to tlak to me or lecture me about something that i choose...or should i say something that chooses me. Yes i am anorexic....leave me alone and dont tell me that im hurting myself and that i should do this. I know what i am doing...trust me i do. I would not be the person i am wihtout this. Anorexia is a part of my life, deal with it or get out of my life.

Thank you,
the management